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Sunday, September 29, 2013

10 years of friendship, has not meet up for 6 years....

Finally meet up. Had a wonderful catch up and updating...

Everyone had grown up, and have change, i have to admit all will grown taller and handsome.

While me, still so short!!!!!!

To rewind back to those days, they are all shorter than me!!! (Evil laugh)

Those will the days when we will all so playful and naughty, always bully teachers and give them names..

We promise to meet up in another 5 years, to see who is going to married first, starts family... Or even became a mother or father soon. Hahaha...

But i think end up, soon we will meet again... Cause this time catch up, makes us grow in friendship again..

So happy to see them, some have start working like me, some still in NS, some will even started their honeymoon dating. Lol...

Okay, enough updating about the meets up with my guy friends...

Have being always spending times with my lovely sister.... Who had always been there for me when i need her. We have been partying together.. And go shopping together!

She just like my best friend, my date, my pillar (for now).

To share with you some thoughts in me now, well, i have cut down on checking when his last log in, check on him and tears for him. Although sometimes i will still tears for him. But not much like those few months.

Omg! Is already three months we had separated!!! Lol! (Fake laugh)

Is still like a dream to me, but the fact is real...

Came across the cable car, and the next thing i know the corner of my eyes, tears roll down...

The memories for the cable car is so damn strong, cause it was a surprise birthday present for him on his 22 birthday... When i actually blind fold his eyes and bought him there.(tears rolling down)

Well, there is too much of happening memories for us, i just have to stop thinking of it.. (Slap my face)

Have been knowing many different kind of guys. Hmmm.... Is not that i m flirt or becoming a bitch!

Is I m opening up my social network. And able to learn and try to know different kind of guys character and behavior. To share with you, is true, there is so many different sort of guys around in the world. Some is so gentleman,some will behavior so childish, some will behavior so lovely and friendly... Some of them you have to beware of it... Some of them really thinks we are stupid, some can even lie to us straight infront of our face, where the fact is we know the truth... Is fun to learn and open up your eyes to look at the guys carefully.

Well, maybe one day i will want to write a books or an article about man/boys....

To share with u guys more about them... (Evil laugh).

Alright upload some photos to share with you guys what is happening recently... Hahaha..

The man that reserved me for that night!! Opps... ( cover my mouth)

Party people!!!!

She my bestfriend, my soulmate, my date, my listener,my sister....as in my real blood sister!

We had a heart to heart talk on that day, and we also exchange funny experience that is happening around us...

Thats all for the day :))

P.S : I will try my best to forget about you, cause i know i have no space in your heart anymore, and you had stop loving me. You are now happily with your life without me, or i should say happy with ur new r/s now, or happy chatting with all the girls that you always wanted to chat...

the Romeo&the beauty.

STORIES OF ME BEGIN

Sunday, September 22, 2013

The memories of this track, will always be there forever. But i m not going to think and stay here anymore. I will have to continue the journey of this track by my own.

Till i met the real one for me , Or in some days you will come back to me.

Let the past go....

Well, the real JANICE is back....

So looking forward for my leave, will be travelling alone..

Well, many of my friends worry for me, but as i say no worries people, i will be safe and i will take good care of myself. I know all of you want to know where am i going. Well, is a secert!!!!!

Just stay tune, the brand new girl will be back. I just really need some time of my own to fix my broken heart and the broken me.

So looking forward to my leave... Wondering who will i met while travelling and what will i face!!!!

Guys stay tune to my photos alright!

the Romeo&the beauty.

STORIES OF ME BEGIN

Sunday, September 08, 2013

Moving on!!!

Is time for me to move on.. No point of getting sad and not moving on..

Well, my network starts to open up again. The more i wait the more pain i had. So decided to move on.

With many funny, happening friends i had around me..

the Romeo&the beauty.

STORIES OF ME BEGIN

Sunday, September 01, 2013

Hope september is great one for me!!!!

And hope miracle can happen.......

the Romeo&the beauty.

My sister.... Thanks her being there for me....

Thanks to this two angel who keep making laugh non stop at work... U guys rocks....

the Romeo&the beauty.

STORIES OF ME BEGIN

Final decision had make....

When to collect my stuff at his house, and yes.. He is home too.

Lying at the bed playing his ipad !

Without any thoughts, i just grab all my stuff and all my personal items,many memory just flash back in my head, but i have to hold on my tears and try to be strong. Keep telling myself, " well he is the one end up cheating on you, and going two timer !!"

My heart is like thousand of needle poking, but can he feels???

I keep telling myself, he is having fun there, and i m sad here, crying non stop for him, izzit worth it??

So i make the decision, to go out have fun.....

Yup, recently making my weekend in clubbing. Having fun with my friends, numb myself with alcohol, numb my heart with beautiful music and crazy fun.

Knew alot of nice people...

Maybe i just needs a period of time to heal my pain.

To make me feel better, only way make myself busy, party, alcohol.... Is the best suitation.

Anyone can even share with me, how can i overcome??

The best thing is end of this september, we suppose to plan to go for a hoilday. Leave had being fixed. I cant remove or change.... How???

Saw his facebook status, asking people who wants to company him on leave to overseas.....

My heart just sink....

Am i really just a rubbish to him already....?

Am i just a.....

No matter what i done, i will never do anything so hurtful like what he is doing now...

Everything that he is doing, really just cut my heart....

Why????

I think i just need time to heal....

Or else i think i m going crazy soon....

So any friends wanna party let me know, beep me man...

I have to really thank to this korean friend of mine who always company me to party!!! Thanks kim :)

P.S : thanks for giving me so much pain and hurt..

the Romeo&the beauty.

STORIES OF ME BEGIN

Monday, August 19, 2013

My sweet bestie :) who stands by my side. And supported me, by giving me her ears and shoulder.

the Romeo&the beauty.

STORIES OF ME BEGIN

Had not being updating for like two years! Oh gosh!!!

Well, life has being great , relationship is going smoothly too. Till.... This year in July!! Things became bad and became ugly...

As usual fights, and fights was always not settle nicely. And money issues are in too.

Well, i know partly is my fault...

I m trying to turn things good and holding on strongly onto our relationship. But the other party is letting go soon. I dont wish things just gone like this.....

Well, no communication for three weeks plus close to 4weeks....

As usual me... With tears washing my face every night,wishing things is turning in a good side.

My heart is in pain,i miss him so much... Everything i do, my mind will just flash his image.. Wondering is it happening to him too. Answer is NO!!!!

Do u believe it, he actually check in into FB that he is in clubbing! OMG! I cant believe it! I m sad here and thinking of him, but he is enjoying there!!

Well, to share with u guys why are we kinda in a cold stage!!

I receive a news from a friend of mine, who works at clark quay, he saw him (my bf) hugging another girl walking on the street!!!! And has been seeing him with the same girl around clark quay!!! My heart crys.... I really cant believe it.

I went down to his house of course,to asked him, sometime is better to hear from the persons mouth then listening to outsiders. He didnt admit, till i told him the truth. And he admitted. The least i worried, it happen.i really just cant believe what i heard and the truth.

But do u believe i still believe in him. I know u guys will think why am i so stupid!! I still believe in him! Cause i believe mayb he is just playing around, cause no matter what i trust him. I know u guys will scolded him, stop being foolish and stupid. But this guy i have being with for three years, his character and attitude i knew it very well, he is not this kind of guy.

Do you know, i always wanted to go down to find him at his workplace,but i dont want! Cause i want to give him some space.

Sometime i just wonder, our three years relationship, are they rubbish to him? Are they just nothing to him.....

I have spoken to all of my bestie and girlfriends, they all scolded me. Only one bestie of mine ,nysa, she knows me too well, that she give me her advice and she supported my thinking. Thanks nysa. Thats make us understand why we are that close.

I really wish things can be settle, and everything can start anew for us. I really wish...

I just missed him so much, missed his smell,his voice, his hug,his everything...

I miss him alot....

P.S : i miss you alot, ur image just cant stop appearing in me. I m sorry...

the Romeo&the beauty.

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Recently went to IT fair!!!
was so crazy and happening with HUBBY!!

We went to Singapore's six star hotel!! whooo!!!
so enjoy!!!

Realize that my plan that i make.
had mess up!!
now my mind is in a mess!!

Trying hard to make the plan success!!
This plan is a must to work and success!!!

Is a great surprise for him!!!

=Janice signing off =

the Romeo&the beauty.

Is been so happening in my life!!
Busy going out with my buddy!!
and my HUBBY!!

HUBBY had been so madly stick to me!
Feel so love by him.

The funny thing is he also crazy over DOMO TOY!!!
* laughing non stop *

Show u some photos!!!

My DOMO FAMILY!!!

=Janice signing off=

the Romeo&the beauty.

Saturday, May 28, 2011

Let me intro!!
My buddy!!!

she is damn awesome!!
she have the same taste with me.
we will always give each other advice.
and also we will always do shopping together.

The funny thing is we will always buy buddy stuff!!!
LOL!!!

we will always have heart to heart talk!!
and we will always end up with good advice!!

lets me show you me and my awesome buddy!!!

=Janice signing off=

the Romeo&the beauty.

Is damn happy that after my doggie~ZAIZAI
had passed away.
Four months later,we finally willing to accept another poor doggie,
thrown away by their owner again.
Reason is they have no time for the doggie,cause the wife is expecting.

What kinda of knowledge and what kinda of reason to it.
Is all damn bullshit.

So we adopt it.
and welcome her to our house.

Her name is '' BABY'' !!!!

she is damn cute and she is so damn princess.
she will pose for cameras and also pose to let you see how sexy she is.
GOSH!!! what a bimbo dog i have.LOL!!

But she is so damn pretty.
serious!!! she LOVE clean!!
she will never pee and poo at the same area where is dirty already.
she make sure she will find a clean spot to pee and poo.

The most sweet thing is,
she will never wants me to go out.
she will cry in front of the door and hope i will turn back home.
she is damn really sweet.
the best thing,she will snore when she sleep.LOL!!

show u some of her picture.I'm sure you will fall in love with her too.

=Janice signing off =

the Romeo&the beauty.