Feel the peace in here

Sunday, November 08, 2009

Had been busy..
going out with a group of friendz..
they had make me laugh and cheer me up..
especially one of them...heehee..

ysterday went to orchard..
see the lights up..
sooo enjoyable..
2onlo back to work..
hope everything will be fine...

thanks
thanks for spending time with
me
thanks<3

=Janice signing off=

the Romeo&the beauty.

Saturday, November 07, 2009

I MISS MY NURSING LIFE IN SCHOOL...
MISS THOSE CRAZY TIME I EVER HAD..
I MISS THEM

the Romeo&the beauty.

leaving with peace..
My grandma had went to the other world to find my grandpaa..
they finally get togther again..
after separated for 6 to 7 years..

around 5mintues ago..
my mum called me..

mum: hey girl..mummy at your ganny place here
me: mummy how is everything there??
mum: girl..your ganny is sleeping very peacefully in the wooden box
me: mummy i want to go..at least i go can sent her before she cremation
mum: girl..why u dont understand we dont want you to come cause we know you confirm will break down like last time your grandpa that time
me: mummy of course i will break down but at least i can see her the last time
mum: okie girl stop it i dont want to talk to you much already,you should understand why we dont let you come,and want to let you know that your ganny will love you forever
(my mum hang off the phone)

my tears just drop non stop again..
my mum wanted to cheer me up
but end up is just making me more sad..
and i just dont know what to say..
but then i think i have to be strong..
i beileve my grandma will always beside me
seeing me and love me forever..
but this time she will be with my grandpa seeing me..

I LOVE U GRANDMA..
BYE GRANDMA..
YOU ARE THE BEST GRANDMA I EVER HAD
I WILL NOT FORGET YOU
YOU WILL BE ALWAYS IN MY HEART
LOVE U

hey..thanks to this special frenz
of mine
thanks for your cheering up
thanks''special fren''

=Janice signing off=

the Romeo&the beauty.

Friday, November 06, 2009

IS A SAD AND SO SUDDEN DAY FOR ME

My grandmaa pass away..
is so sudden and shock to me..
i thought it was a joke..

WHY WHY..
why cnt she wait for me..
why??
i plan two more weeks go see her visit her..
but then end up..
i cnt even see her last time..
and talk to her..
now i have to talk to her while her eyes is close..
and she is lying in the wooden box
why?
i m going to miss her..

miss her voice and her talk..

my Phone was like ringing non stop when i m working..
i thought who was calling me non stop..
end up is my my mum..
and i called back and i heard this news..
is like shock of my life..

how could this happen..

I wish all is a dream..
all is just a dream..
when i wake upp..
please...

*grandma wake up..please wake up..i have many many things to talk to u..
i have many many things to show u..
i want to go exercise with u every morning..
i willing to massage you till you fall asleep..
i willing to talk to you till you fall asleep like we use to before..
i willing to play majong with you till you are tired..
i willing to be the loser and you be the winner..
grandmaa..grandmaa
i have not show u i wear the NURSE uniform..
i have not tell you how my working life ever seen i start working..
grand maa..wake up..stop sleeping..
dont be a lazybone..
wake up stop sleeping..
wake up see mee..
grand maa...wake up..
grandmaa you remember you always will fan me till i sleep..
now i want you to fan mee..
grandmaa i want now..
you say what i want you will do it for mee
now i want u to wake up and fan me..
i want now..
grandmaa do u you heard that...
grandma...*

=Janice signing off=

the Romeo&the beauty.

Wednesday, November 04, 2009

Had been busy attending many many party...
recently attend

working pals party
GF bday party
HALLOWEEN PARTY

is was soo fun..
dressing up in a sleeping wear..
really makes me want to sleep on that day..

Had been make myself busy..
and now finally take a rest..
and think some things..
settle some issue..
thinking that am i doing things that are rite..
am i hurting myself or hurting anyone..
just dont want to hurt anyone..
i pefer to hurt myself then amyone..

maybe makeing myself busy and dont think anything is the best..
just hide those problems and feeling to myself will do..

yupp..more picturse to update...stay tune..

=Janice signing off=

the Romeo&the beauty.

PHOTOS ON THE HALLOWEEN DAY..
and XAJONES WEDDING PARTY

the Romeo&the beauty.

Friday, October 23, 2009

Days and days go by..

my life just sooo normal..

had been having a KIV life..

having a KIV in a list...

having a KIV single..

Just wish the KIV turn out to be good..

and not HOPE..

think i m going days by days loving spongebob very much..

seeing the cartnoon everywhere..

makes me soo crazy about it..

i also dun know why??

just soo sudden like spongebob..

maybe there is a strange reason to it..

*soo GF now u know what to give me already...haahaa*

Just wish my life can start abit of flame now..

i just wish...

*wish that i have someone to watch the star with me..

who will watch with me??*

=Janice signing out=

the Romeo&the beauty.

me standing crazy at the door

looking at GUYS

the crazy of us

The new mee ( thanks to my Gf)

Day out..

when out with my GF and her SIS..

we went to sheesha..

and out we go CLUBBING..

it was soo fun..and crazy nite i ever had..

with my GF..

she having her freaking bad pain and me having a freaking pain leg..

both sick girl just when crazy that nite..

crazy even PAIN also dun know already..

that nite was like wow..

stay out nite till 3am..

after that i just drop dead in eddie's car..

just so dead..

that even what ever sound or what also cnt wake me up..

just cant wait on 30 oct again..

the day of CLUBBING again..

=Janice signing off=

the Romeo&the beauty.

Wednesday, October 07, 2009

Went raya with my GF

The dress that my Gf bought for mee

The POLICEMAN that bully the NURSE

This month RECENT photos...

the Romeo&the beauty.

Recent had been sooo free..

had been hanging out everywhere in singapore..haahaa..

went cycling with my working pals..

soo fun laa..

and running..

wanted to build my standard of running again...

and maybe join the HUMAN RACE..

wanted to share something here..

i had been making friends and treating all my guys(boys) as friends..

but if some of them took it as another thing as in ''LOVE''

then i have to step away already..

been close friend does not mean to this thing..

if i had make some of u guys having misunderstanding..

then i m here to say SORRY..

cause other then that i have not much to say..

FRIENDS are always FRIENDS..

no more then that...

and no more further then that..

BUT...

Only for one person..

and only that person..

that special person...

To my Gf:

* babe u have to talk things out..

keep to urself cnt help in another way..

pls..talk things out..

this is the only way out..

i just can help u guys till here..

if i step in more i m afraid i will make it more worse..

babe..come on u can do it..*

=Janice signing off=

the Romeo&the beauty.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

xx This song 'HUSH HUSH'

is to those people i want to tell u hush hush..

coz i dont want to care what u all done to me..

just want to say hush hush and get lost of my life xx

= HUSH HUSH =

Pussycat dolls

I never needed you to be strong,

I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs,

I never needed pain,

I never needed strain,

My love for you was strong enough you should have known

I never needed you for judgements,

I never needed you to question what I spend,

I never asked for help,

I take care of myself,

I don't know why you think you've got a hold on me

And it's a little late for conversations,

There isn't anything for you to say,

And my eyes hurt, hands shiver,

So look at me,

and listen to me..

(Because)I don't want to stay another minute,

I don't want you to say a single word,

(Hush, hush, hush, hush)

There is no other way,

I get the final say,

Because..I don't want to do this any longer,

I don't want you,

there's nothing left to say,

(Hush, hush, hush, hush)

I've already spoken,

our love is broken,

Baby, hush, hush.

I never needed your corrections,

On everything, from how I act,to what I say,

I never needed words,

I never needed hurts,

I never needed you to be there every day,

I'm sorry for the way I let go,

Or everything I won't need when you came along,

But I am never beaten, broken,

not defeated,

I know that next to you is not where I belong,

And it's a little late for explanations,

There isn't anything that you can do,

And my eyes hurt, hands shiver,

So you will listen when I say..

I don't want to stay another minute,

I don't want you to say a single word,

(Hush, hush, hush, hush)

There is no other way,

I get the final say,

Because..I don't want to do this any longer,

I don't want you,

there's nothing left to say,

(Hush, hush, hush, hush)

I've already spoken,

our love is broken,

Baby, hush, hush..

No more words,

no more lies,

no more cryin'

Hmm Hmmmm..

No more pain,

no more hurt,

no more tryin'

Ohh OhhYeahhhhh!

(Because)I don't want to stay another minute,

I don't want you to say a single word,

(Hush, hush, hush, hush)

There is no other way,

I get the final say,

Because..I don't want to do this any longer,

I don't want you,

there's nothing left to say,

(Hush, hush, hush, hush)

I've already spoken,

our love is broken,

Baby, hush, hush.

Yeahhhh Ohhh Ohhh Ohhh

(Hush, hush, hush, hush)

I've already spoken,

our love is broken,

Baby..

the Romeo&the beauty.

SELMAT HARI RAYA

(to all my malay frenz)

*Asking forgivness from all my malay frenz..

i knw i m cute thats y u guys will forgive mee rite..heehee*

miss going raya with all my malay frenz..

as this year i m not celebrating with anyone..

*To my Gfz and my bestie..

sorrie for what i done to u guys..

sorie if i had been very irriating sometime..

and u guys know this is mee..

sorie for those fight that we had..

but end up everything is back to normal..

sorie for my stubborn..

sorie for the wildness i done..

Hope u guys forgive me..

love u..*

=Janice signing off=

the Romeo&the beauty.