theonligirl_me_Janice

2011-06-15T21:24:00.002+08:00

Recently went to IT fair!!!
was so crazy and happening with HUBBY!!

We went to Singapore's six star hotel!! whooo!!!
so enjoy!!!

Realize that my plan that i make.
had mess up!!
now my mind is in a mess!!

Trying hard to make the plan success!!
This plan is a must to work and success!!!

Is a great surprise for him!!!

=Janice signing off =

2011-06-15T20:56:00.002+08:00

Is been so happening in my life!!
Busy going out with my buddy!!
and my HUBBY!!

HUBBY had been so madly stick to me!
Feel so love by him.

The funny thing is he also crazy over DOMO TOY!!!
* laughing non stop *

Show u some photos!!!

My DOMO FAMILY!!!

=Janice signing off=

2011-05-28T23:06:00.003+08:00

Let me intro!!
My buddy!!!

she is damn awesome!!
she have the same taste with me.
we will always give each other advice.
and also we will always do shopping together.

The funny thing is we will always buy buddy stuff!!!
LOL!!!

we will always have heart to heart talk!!
and we will always end up with good advice!!

lets me show you me and my awesome buddy!!!

=Janice signing off=

2011-05-28T22:53:00.003+08:00

Is damn happy that after my doggie~ZAIZAI
had passed away.
Four months later,we finally willing to accept another poor doggie,
thrown away by their owner again.
Reason is they have no time for the doggie,cause the wife is expecting.

What kinda of knowledge and what kinda of reason to it.
Is all damn bullshit.

So we adopt it.
and welcome her to our house.

Her name is '' BABY'' !!!!

she is damn cute and she is so damn princess.
she will pose for cameras and also pose to let you see how sexy she is.
GOSH!!! what a bimbo dog i have.LOL!!

But she is so damn pretty.
serious!!! she LOVE clean!!
she will never pee and poo at the same area where is dirty already.
she make sure she will find a clean spot to pee and poo.

The most sweet thing is,
she will never wants me to go out.
she will cry in front of the door and hope i will turn back home.
she is damn really sweet.
the best thing,she will snore when she sleep.LOL!!

show u some of her picture.I'm sure you will fall in love with her too.

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2011-05-14T15:07:00.002+08:00

GIRLS~

They love to be pamper.
They love to worry for their love ones.
They love to always spend time with their sweet one.

They hate their love one lie to them.
They hate to even know that their love ones is seeing other girls.
They hate their love wants even talk or SMS to other girls.

Girls always love to jealous.
Girls always love have a sweet talk with their love one

Girls will never wants to get hurt in a relationship.
Girls will never want a betrayed relationship.
Girls will also never want a ending relationship with a crap reason.

Girls will always wants someone to appreciated them.
and love them.
Girls does not want guys to treat them like rubbish.

So GUYS please treat all GIRLS like diamonds and treat them better.alright.

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2011-05-08T13:42:00.002+08:00

The yummy food!!!
that we had while watching the ELECTION results to be out!!!

Awesome!!!

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2011-05-07T00:07:00.002+08:00

colours that brighten my day, no matter what
I just love the colour!!!

supplement given by buddy ~XIU JING and STEVE
thanks them for wanting me to be pretty!! LOL!!

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2011-05-05T21:33:00.003+08:00

I WANT PINK DOMO!!!!!! I WANT PINK DOMO!!!! who can get it for me?????

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2011-05-01T18:47:00.002+08:00

Had been party-ing like a G6!!! ( laughing)

Is part of relaxing!!

Parts and piece of happy and sad will just happen in ur life.
Is depend whether u wanna face it or just escape and hide with it.

As for me i will choose to face it and speaks out of it.
Is just whether the another wanna take it or leave it.

No matter what life still have to goes on.

I choose to go on.
and even enjoy the best of it.
This is my life going thru now.

How about all of u??
how u guys handle and deal with it??

=Janice signing off =

2011-04-28T22:43:00.003+08:00

SO freaking piss off.
By a bitch!!!!

Just so childish!!

Cant really understand!!
A well known 23 plus women,can act so freaking childish.
Using words to hurt and suan people.

Just cant understand!!
she is too free!!
or nothing to do!!!
real dont understand.

Just understand she is making herself a sun of a bitch!!

So freaking piss!!! mind her own business man!!!

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2011-04-25T22:05:00.002+08:00

During my weekend!
I have being craving for ROSTI!!!

And i cant take it.
so end up i cook and make myself ROSTI.

And many fails,but end up is a successful want.

* smiling * I LOVE IT!!!!!!!

=Janice signing off=

2011-04-25T21:59:00.003+08:00

PARTY TIME!!!!

Had been party straight two days!!

Been sober!!
Been high!!
Been crazy dancing non stop!
Been super wild!!!

Just cant stop it!!

But after two days of party.
My leg just break down!! * laughing *

But this is fun!!

Too many awesome songs !!

=Janice signing off=

2011-04-20T21:53:00.002+08:00

So disappointed!!!
My blog use to be the front page.
NOW!! SOMEONE TAKE OVER MY FRONT PAGE!!!
WTH!!!!
Is okie never mind.
I will make sure u cant see my blog FOREVER !!!

=Janice signing off=

2011-04-20T21:23:00.004+08:00

It been so long i haven't been updating!!

Ever since start working, life just being fill up with work load and family problems.
And even Friendship.

It been quite hard for me to handle many things at one go.

I have being quite upset.Cause of some stuff.

Share some secret with everyone.

I actually make friends with my EX GF.
Now she is an EX to him too.

I found out that actually i had been so stupid believe a heartbreaker.
and also cause of him i even lost both of my leg.
and even lost of myself.

I use to been so madly in love with a F??ker.
and also even cause of the f??ker I even make myself cry and emo for like freaking
4 months.

I feel so stupid!!
feel like a fool!!
I m so regard on what i had done and waste on him.

And the best thing is i realise that he actually go out with other girls behind my back.
I feel so damn stupid.

Sigh!! all this is a past.
But the hate in me just cant get away.

I wonder why he didnt get any karma??
why??
is so unfair!!!

He is a rotten apple in my life.

Thanks godness that i found my love apple!!
he is the best of all!!

=Janice signing off=

2011-03-26T12:52:00.002+08:00

Everything just dont last forever.

Remember the days that when we first meet each other.
everything is just so wonderful and so perfect.

But as days go by, everything just turn so sour.

I always give u freedom.
but it seems freedom are way too much.

Freedom till knowledge is gone.
Freedom till the real you is gone.
Freedom till you doesn't even know how the opposite feels.

I can only use words and tears to silent myself.

I have thousands of words to say.
but i always have to swallow and keep myself silent.

I feel i m a fool,
i m the Most stupid fool in the world.
I feel numb,
i feel my heart had sink.
I feel there is many broken pieces in me.

But i just have to suck it.
cause in no matter what i keep told myself not to give up.
this is a test.

But i think i will stop telling myself that.
serious!!!!!

The best way is...
i will just leave u silently and quietly.
till the day you find you need me,
and how much important am i to u.
then u come and find me.

If you still feel i m nothing to you.
tell me early i will leave and end it.

I think thats the best way.
for both of us.

maybe our fate
is time to end!!

= Janice signing off =

2011-03-23T22:05:00.003+08:00

At MBS !! with love !

Doggie !!

Draw by Hubby!!

Lovelove <3

Had been spending time with love !!
He just always the sun who brighten my world.
and he will always be there when i need him.
No matter how many times we fight or quarrel,
at last he will always make me smile in the end.

even though how much u hurt me,
my love will still be the same,but just there will be many cut on it.
Cause no matter what u will always end up showing me how much u love me.
how much u need me!!

But i hope this time u are true.
and u are really in love with me this time.

hubby <3 style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">= Janice signing off =

2011-03-07T09:50:00.002+08:00

I always thinks that i had the most beautiful relationship,the most beautiful love.
and the sweetest guy and the most gentleman guy with me.I m so blessed.
End up is just also a heart-breaker relationship.and the most sad.

I had put in so much love in this,end up i just get hurt.
I had already close a lot of eyes and put down a lot of my ego.
And end up what i get, I dont get the respect. I dont get what i get.
The only thing i get is the hurtful words and the hurtful pain.

I just wish things are turning better.If u need me then do something about it.if not i just have to leave and find things that are better for me.

But i just so in love with u till i lost myself.
Lost in a world!!!

=Janice signing off =

2011-03-07T09:29:00.002+08:00

I just know that people do change just so fast. so fast that u are in a stage of shock.

And i will nvr believe and will nvr suspect that it will happen.
Knowing someone secretly in a function and behind my back. And only claims that is ur friends who wanna get to know those girls.end up!!!!

And even talk and message so frequent in camp.Must be talking more than talking with me.
My heart just tear in pieces and tear in bloods.

The girl message ''good morning sweetheart''.(in a anger i delete it)
And now u can even says u dont believe me,dont even trust me.Cause i have no proved. And the girl have.WTH is this.WTF...

U know u just tear my heart just like that,ur words just hurt me like that.
Have u ever always put urself in my shoes.Have u????

I m just too tired to talk this.Serious.i m just too tired.
Maybe we should just remain silent.

When u need me or wants me then u find me!!!

= Janice signing off =

2011-02-24T20:44:00.003+08:00

There things i wanna share, tat keeps in my heart quite sometime.

At first i doesnt believe tat wants guys achieve their goals.
and thats it,
they will start the colds shoulder and the cold feelings.

But now i finally believe,
as i had it now.

I HATE IT WHEN A GUY KNOWS YOU LIKE HIM, AND THEY ABUSES THE PRIVILEGE.

I had try very very hard to show my LOVE to him.
as i know NS life is quite Sxxks to be in.

So i have close one eye of it. To be more understanding.

So i just continue my show of LOVE.

Let me tell u guys a story!!!

Normally guys who is in NS should be scare their GFs will gone,
their GFs will fall for another guy,
their GFs will do something behind them.
The guys should be the one who fear.

But in this situation,
the girl is the one who fear.
the girl is the one who scare.
the girl is the one who afraid things are different.

To prevent this the girl will every time try to
send a sweet and happy msg to the guy.
and hope it will really melts his heart,
and also brighten his day.

but in return the guy didnt show anything.

The girl will just have to swallow her words in.
the girl just sank down.
but what to do!!!!
she cant shout or even says the guy.
Cause no matter what the girl will try to understand,
and keep think positive.

The girl will always try to make the guy happy.
but end up in return is nothing!!!!

The girl really hope one day the guy will just turn around and see
what she done for him,
she just hope one day the guy just do something in return.
tats the girl wants.

There's one time the girl actually done something wrong,
and end up they had a war.
then the guy start to show the feeling of JEALOUS.
the girl will quite shock and felt sorry for the guy.
but in deep the girl feels happy,
as she is able to see the guy true colours.
things being settle.

So the girl ow is trying super hard to show him tat
she really love him.

but things getting worse.
the cold shoulder is out
the cold tune of voice is out too
the cold of him is out.

She has always try to ask him
''why what happen??''
''are u okie??''
''got anything wanna say??''

and his reply is always
''nothing''
''i m okie''
''nothing''

In the girls heart,
she will always want to hear more,
and she will always wanna hear something more.

and not all these....

It take two hands to do clapping,
and not one.
I hope the other hands can do something.

Maybe i should go back to my normal life.
tat friends always came first.
i should spend more time with my GFs.
back to my normal life.
my cold life!!!

maybe this is the way.

= Janice signing Off =

2011-02-24T20:37:00.003+08:00

My old friends!!!!
where have u guys gone???
HELLLLLOOOO!!!!

when wanna meet????

MIss talking crap with u guys!!!!!

2011-02-24T20:25:00.002+08:00

Been like so long i haven't contact all my girlfriends.

Is been long!! i miss them =) i wish to meet them and make things to the right way.

But as i know,i know one of my GF attitude is so strong and stubborn.
so things will not so easy to settle.
as mistake was me too.

Just miss those crazy moment i have with them !!

MISS THEM ALOT!!

2011-02-17T15:38:00.007+08:00

My awesome family!!

GINGER!!!

Have been long long not updating my blog.

Had been super damn busy.
super damn!!!

Hmmm!! here to say that i finally make a decision.
I wanted to end on my current job now.

As i m too tired of SHIFT WORK,
too tired of waking up super damn early.

and due to I m working at a respiratory department.
i have been keep falling sick eg. running nose and cough.

and also tired of seeing hypocrite and seeing backstabber.
and tired of working so damn hard and end up people
still dont appreciate of what i do.
I m trying very hard wanted to enter PLOY.
and get a damn diploma cert.
and head to what i want to do.

But when i bring this up.
my DA JIE(working boss) look down on me.
she say is impossible for me to go in.
she even say " STOP DAYDREAMING"
WTH!!!!
u as my supervisor should help me and even encourage me.
and even push me harder to it.

Even my other same batch of friends who GPA lower then me,
can go PLOY.
BUT WHY NOT ME???

Is the matter that u guys wanted to help us or not.
and not using ur damn @#%^ mouth to talk only.

thats why that is part of it why i wanted to leave.

As after leaving,
what am i going to do,

I plan to do
SALES!!!
PRIVATE CLINIC!!!!!
STUDY!!!!
Air Stewardess!!!!

this all in my head now.
STRESS!!!!

Maybe everything also try is the best.
I dont wanna stay at the same place forever.

There will always a awesome person
by my side
tats u =)

=Janice signing off=

2011-01-02T03:01:00.002+08:00

I tot i know u longer,
i tot our friendship is stronger then anyone.
i tot u will know me very clear and better than anyone.

I just wanna tell u something.
yup.i agree i jealous.
i jealous someone took a place away from me.
I jealous.

when everytime i know u guys have something on.
my heart just so ache.
i just have to keep quiet.
coz i know when i voice out.
u will confirm blow out and scold me.
and say i m thinking stupid thing and being unreasonable.

I just miss being only both of us.
i have to be jealous.
i have to be selfish.

I always wanted to have u only by myself.

but is just always both of us.
and someone just like snatch u away from me.

i m just upset.
I just can tell u my heart words here.
coz i know u will nvr wanna listen to me thru message or call.

I have been like nvr message u and calls you.
is first reason is i m jealous and i m angry.

and i have many things to do and settle.

but i just can blame myself for being selfish and jealous.
tats me.
sorry i have to says that.
I always feel left out.
everything i also dont know like a dumb ass.
i feel that.
my heart just so ache.
i feel i nothing to you at all.
thats y i didnt message and calls you.
sorie for being like that.

* NUR HIDAYAH i m sorie.
but i super miss u.
i really super miss u and ur smile*

Is up to you whether you wanna believe in me.
but i m sorry.
sorry my love.
miss u.
hope i can hear u and talk to u :)

= janice true words=

2010-12-12T23:39:00.002+08:00

Had a talk with LOVE just now.

I will always heard some sweetness to the max words
from his mouth.

LOVE just sing a song to me :)

He: My baby baby baby baby baby baby ohh...
my baby baby baby baby baby baby ohh...
want u know that wo hen ai ni...

that is like so freaking sweet lah..
he is just like a sugar in my heart.
always give me sweetness and joy to me.
Love my BABYBOY!!

=Janice signing off=

2010-12-12T23:25:00.003+08:00

Had a pillow fight with LOVE.
is like super long time we had this violent fun.

the last time we had this pillow fight was like 3 months ago.

while we'll having fun.
LOVE accidentally hit my mouth.
and is BLEEDING.

My lips BLEEDING.

LOVE was in shock mood.
he quickly remove the blanket on my head.

and this is LOVE says.

He: sorry sorry BABY,sorry sorry. I didn't mean it.
He:I dont even bear to hit u at all.
He: baby baby sorry....
He: i wont know this wont happen.

I look in his eyes,i saw tears.
I dont believe what i saw.
but is true tat there is tears in his eyes

I didnt blame him,
as i m in fault too.

But seeing a true love in his eyes
and the true care in his eyes.
the most important is,
i heard a words from him that no other guys will say that.
tat is ''i cant bear to hit you and lay my hand on u''.
tats the words a girl will wanted to heard from a guy mouth.
is a so random way.

just melts my heart after hearing and seeing him.

=Janice signing off=

2010-12-06T21:52:00.003+08:00

Had put up the event of my BIRTHDAY.
had even tag all my friends,bestie and GFs.

I m afraid that many people cant make it again
but how can!!!
is a TGIF leh!!!

I really hope all my friends can turn up.
i wish...

Really hope is going to be a good want and a great want.
is one in a life time chalet for me.

and the worse thing is i had make two days of chalet
one is family
and the other is Friends.
the worse thing is MY LOVE is not going to be around with me
on my family wants.
and maybe even on the real day of my chalet.
I m abit sad.
but hopefully on 7 January he can make it.

Recently LOVE had lost the ring.
while he was call back to camp.
He actually hook with his bike and house key.
while on the way back,he just took out his bike key
without notice the ring.
end up the ring drop.

when he was back home lying on the bed then he notice.
by the time search everywhere.
also cant find.

LOVE was so upset that he lost it.
he even apologise to me hundred times.
but what to do.is lost.

the next day he book in.
he went back to the place he parked his bike
to his surprise and happiness.
LOVE found it.
he is so happy and call me and shouted so loud.
that he found it.

what a silly boy i have.
he can be so super damn sad and down cause the ring is lost.
and he can be so damn freaking happy like he win 4D like tat
cause he found the ring.
SILLY BOY.

but of his silliness and his cuteness and naughtiness
thats make me more in love with him.
and makes me more crazy for him.

Thats my BABY BOY!!!!

=Janice signing off=

2010-12-06T00:23:00.003+08:00

Is being a super long have not been updating.
as i m busy planning for many event.
I been busy planning CHRISTMAS PARTY.
and BIRTHDAY PARTY for me * smiling *

and also busy in working

Had been so in love with my Love.
as he had became more and more loving.
Sweet like honey already.

Recently we had celebrate our 1 year anniversary.
although is a simple one.
But is FULL OF LOVE
and is FULL OF SWEETNESS.
tats all i want.
with him beside me is all i want.

I DON'T NEED expensive dinner.
I DONT NEED expensive gift.
I DONT NEED expensive outing
I DONT NEED all this.

Cause all this cant give me HAPPINESS
or give me JOY.

My love actually bake our favorite cheese cake.
And he also bought a ring!!! wheee!!!

Days for us to become more and more loving.

we realise we need each other everyday.
like a patient needs his/her medicine everyday.
we will always miss each other like hell.
and we will always try to make each other happy
and be there for each other too.

Just love my dearest BABY BOY so much.

=Janice signing off=

2010-11-09T21:58:00.002+08:00

Being busy planning and thinking
my 21st bday party.
I have been wanted it to turn out to be the BEST and GREAT
party that i wanted to have.
so i m trying super hard to make one wonderful want.

Hope plan do goes my way.
Coz i had been WAITING and WANTED this to happen
and happen in a BEAUTIFUL way.

But before that,
i wanted to declare
i m official going to be ONE year with MY PRINCE.
*whoooo...*

I had never expected this. He is the first damn guy that i m so crazy in love with. The first guy that i went overseas with. the first guy that i had spend so much time with. the first guy who make my heart jump like nobody business. the first guy who i had been with so long. but we are not going to celebrate it super grand lah.. we just going to have a small picnic. and spend the best moment for each other.
This GUY,
i m so crazy about him,
i will want to love him as long as i can.
and give him my love to the fullness.
but not that super full.
i will want to stay with him till death do us apart.

p.s: babyboy i love u,and may our love for each other will stay strong.

=Janice signing off=

2010-11-03T23:36:00.002+08:00

Missing u is one thing.
wanted u to know everything happen outside is the second thing.

Trying to be the best GF in the world for u.
and trying to be by ur side every few second.

Be the one
who willing to let u scold even u are tired
who willing to let u vent ur anger out to.
who willing to be ur ear.
ur shoulder.
who willing to accept all the cold shoulder from u.

but sometime is just so aching.
NO one knows my feeling.

Staying one room and cry all by myself.
keeping those sad stuff to my own.
and handling the pain in my heart by myself.

I m just so sad.
my heart like having thousand of knife poking into it.

I just dont know how to stand up straight any more.
i m trying to.trying very hard.

=Janice signing off=

2010-11-01T00:00:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BESTIE

Today is the day
the special day

First is my bestie
birthday.

Secondly is when Me and MY PRINCE
met together.

Last year the today,
we met again.
we met and he start to fall for me.

He start to attracted by my PINK dress on that day,
he was kinda attracted by me :)

After that he start to observe me.
and finally start to contact.

This is the day that we start to actually knew each other,
and also start to talk more to each other.
will never forget this day :)

Babyboy I LOVE U.

This is when a crazy missy start to fall in love with a crazy boy. who always make her crazy. make her heart beat like nobody business.

=Janice signing off=

2010-10-28T22:56:00.002+08:00

Has been busy on some stuff.
Busy on setting MY PRINCE stuff.
and also on working.

Had a quite big fight with MY PRINCE.
but things turn great.
soon will be working super hard on working
WORKING WORKING WORKING.

I m going to take up part time jobs.
and save more money.

WORK WORK...
JANICE work hard.

to be continue..............

=Janice signing off=

2010-10-12T17:15:00.018+08:00

Is kinda long time didnt really update my blog.
firstly had been busy with MY PRINCE.
Is like finally he POP.

he is so happy and looking forward to this day.
and it happen.

we had eventually plan an outing
to....
BINTAN.
so looking forward to that day and it had happen already.
share some great stuff during my trip.

On the first day,
is like i kinda cant believe that i m going on a holiday with MY PRINCE.
He is the very first guy i went overseas with.
and i m so happy.
okie.back to story.

All of us was kinda late.
coz all overslept.
we have to reach to the ferry terminator @ 930am
but 930am we will still on the way.*laughing*
but we manage to get there and do out check in.

well..after that we check in to our ferry.
sitting in the ferry,
my heart jumping so freaking fast,
that i cnt breath.
i think coz i m to excited.

SETTING OFF...
we had to fill up some forms.
so me and my prince went to the back,as we had no pen.
filling the forms half way,
i feel like vomitting.
the ferry is like shaking non stop,
up down up down..
both of us was so in a great miserable mood due to the up and down stuff.

In an half an hour.
we reach BINTAN
is like so super happy.
we finally reach the place.

After reaching,
we bought the bus,
journey to our resort.

alighting,there is a group of people dancing to welcome us.
is like so cool like
service us with lemon water.whooo..
service is so damn great and good.

do our check in to our resort,
do u beileve that they even send us to our villa.
we will so damn shock,their service is so damn unbelievable.

Opening of the door of our villa,
we will all so damn shock,is kinda super big and freaking damn nice.
we will so happy and all our mood turn different.

so seriously super nice.
after seeing and settling down.
we will kinda hungry.
so we do our cooking, and off to our enjoyment.

Three days over there we do our own cooking,
by taking turns.
do washing.
playing so many cool adventure.
and explore so many great stuff.
is so memorable.
and is so relaxing.

but is so sad that we have to come back to SPORE.
the last day is suckz.
all of us dont feel like coming back.

BINTAN is a great place.
great for relax.
great for eveything.
not like SPORE.
come back SPORE stresssss..
*sigh*

My prince promise me
we will go another time and this time we will stay longer.
*happy* =)

okie let the picture do the talking now.

= Janice signing off=

2010-10-02T12:56:00.002+08:00

What if one day,
I stop crying.
what if one day,
i stop caring.
what if one day,
i stop feel jealous for u.
what if one day,
i stop making u happy.
what if one day,
i stop messaging.
what if one day,
i stop everything.
what if one day,
i leave u.

What will u feel??
will u feel unhappy?
will u feel sad?
will u feel miserable?
will u cry for me?
will u try to make things out?
will u even want me in the first place?

*Thousand and one question i wanted to ask u
but i think u don't bother to answer.
or even don't bother to care.feeling of hurt is just so painful*

2010-09-13T18:10:00.002+08:00

Never had a great and long rest with my prince
and with his friends.
The longer being with him
the more i so in LOVE with this guy.
22 more days to our first trip.
and
19 more days to My prince POP.

=Janice signing off=

2010-09-03T16:41:00.002+08:00

The guy who always turn me crazy in feeling and in love
the guy who always make me smile without fail
and also makes me sad when he is in anger and tiredness
The guy who makes me so in love with him

2010-09-03T16:28:00.002+08:00

NOW

PAST....

Is a so much different from past and now
and we are still contacting each other.
is a great moment with
them.

2010-09-03T16:05:00.006+08:00

2010-09-03T15:50:00.004+08:00

2010-09-03T15:33:00.002+08:00

Is been a super long time I last update
whooo....

Ms Janice here is been quite busy
> in working
> Spending time with BABYBOY
> Hanging out with her crazy HIGH SCHOOL mates

Had just finish my FOUR nite SHIFT
tats crazy I know
but no choice,
no one willing to take over
is alrite.
think of the bright side $$$$$$$$
wahahahha!!!!

Had been having heavy work and having not enough sleep
my back started to have a abnormal ache
tat will sometime leads to my leg
and also leads to my shoulder area.
i think is time for me to relax and have a good massage.

A damn great news is.....
I and my babyboy is now planning for our BIG TRIP
to.....
BINTAN

we had book the resort.(thanks to terry)
and is a BUNGLOW...
whoooo....
I m going to make this happening
as this going to be a first trip for me and BABYBOY
and can say to celebrate our coming up
1 YEAR ANNI =)

but planning still going on
as i m now nt going to be so happy and so excited
as things may happen *cross finger*

Share some stuff here
Recently meet up with my two HIGH SCHOOL mates
whoo..
they are crazy man..
had many catch up with them about our past and now
is like so happening with them
>laughing non stop
>joking non stop
>playing non stop
>pictures non stop
is great to meet them up
(lets make it offen)

The next planning with them
is NIGHT SAFARI..
whoooo..
cant wait for it =)
three dates!!!! whoooo...

Now let the picture do more talkings!!!!

=Janice signing off=

2010-08-20T00:10:00.000+08:00

Song : POP PRINCESS-click five

I lost myself at your show last night
Looking at the sparkling eyes
In the middle of a fresher crowd
You keep living like a movie star
But tell me who you really are
When the lights go down

Baby you're a glitter doll
On the radio
I dissolve
In my stereo
You've got me
You've got me coming back for more

Pop princess hold my hand
Pop princess I'm a fan
Pop princess I need you now
Freak me out turn me inside out
Pop princess make me smile
Pop princess drive me wild
Pop princess I need you now
So baby turn your love up loud

You were hiding in a darkened stall
Waiting on your curtain call
Getting your piece of mind
But I was looking past the glossy stare
I knew who was really there
And I'd like to spend some time

Baby you're a glitter doll
On the radio
I dissolve
In my stereo
You've got me
You've got me coming back for more

Pop princess hold my hand
Pop princess I'm a fan
Pop princess I need you now
Freak me out turn me inside out
Pop princess make me smile
Pop princess drive me wild
Pop princess I need you now
So baby turn your love up loud

Baby girl I think you're radical
But you're a star and I'm fanatical
Can we start something new
Just between me and you

Pop princess hold my hand
Pop princess I'm a fan
Pop princess I need you now
Freak me out turn me inside out
Pop princess make me smile
Pop princess drive me wild
Pop princess I need you now
So baby turn your love up loud

Pop princess ohh
Pop princess ohh
So baby trun your love up loud
Pop princess ohh
Pop princess ohh
So baby trun your love up loud
Pop princess ohh
Pop princess ohh
So baby trun your love up loud
Pop princess I need you now
So baby trun your love up loud

2010-08-19T23:14:00.002+08:00

Knowing ur bad temper
Knowing u so well
trying to be so patience towards u.

Knowing ur life in NS is not good
but i try to make u laugh each and everyday.
i try to be there for u
even though i knw i cnt.

I try to also always finding how is ur day,how is ur day!!!!
hope that ur day is great
hoping that u are not so down.

Hoping that everything is alright..

but everytime end up what i get??

I try my super best to stay understanding for u
I try to always be happy on the phone
I try to always make myself happy even u sound not happy
and answering me in a not great tone.

but have u ever understand me??
have u ever know how i feel??
have u ever know how strong i try to be??
have u??

I just dont want to always bring fights on phone or unhappiness thing
on the phone.
cause i know is not a good feeling to fight on phone.
and further more u are in camps.

I just dont know what should i do???

being so understanding
that i dont know what should i do already!!!!

=Janice signing off=

2010-08-11T22:51:00.003+08:00

I MISS MY BABYBOY !!!!!
I MISS HIM LIKE HELL!!!!
I MISS HIS SWEET FACE :(

2010-08-10T18:29:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY !!!!

08 Aug : Is the day that I fall in the drain with a heartbroken
Is a day that i make myself so stupid and dum.

09 Aug : Is national day,seeing the March pass,looking for E.
seeing him march by,my tears just roll down.Being so stupid and emo for that.

This was the past,so silly of me.Coz of A freaking guy,
i became so emo and stress and sad for it.
thinking of it,realise so silly of me

but i m so great and happy
that i found someone
who change me and give me the fullness of love to me :)

He is my BABYBOY.
he willing to use all his time and his fullness time
to make me happy and love me
thats make us
always so crazy for each other :)

900810 to 150810
i wont able to msg or call my BABYBOY
I unable to meet my BABYBOY for two weeks.
Cause of his field trip :(

thats make me more sad :(
i unable to feel him too
Cause he is going deep into the jungle
that i cant find him
or even feel him :(

but i promise him
to stay strong and stay firm :)
and also to take care of myself
and to stay alert on some stuff :)

babyigona missulikenobody
business.
andbabyipromisetostaystrong
andalsotakecareofmyself
babyiloveu :)

= Janice signing off =

2010-08-06T12:59:00.003+08:00

Missing my babyboy so much!!

Had been quite tired working at my work place
working with a mood of unhappiness

as days go by true colours of everyone
just show up.

NM and SNM
is not doing anything in my ward.
dont really understand why they cant really know their staff?!
Just wanted to avoid complaint letters
and dont even want to protect their own staff.
WTH!!!
Letting a irriatting patient to speak dirty things to us
letting a patient take our number
letting a patient to take advantage of us..
WTH!!!
call urself as NM???
i dont think they fit to be one.

Trying to change job scope!!!
so i try on to AIR STEWARDESS
SILK AIR!!!!!
end up did get in :(

15 of us when in to the small room
2 are selected.
and one of them are experience
and the other is a teacher.
sighh..

Dont think i would have the chance
everyone looks great and good
but one thing they are old..
WAHAHAHHA!!!!

I beileve there will be a chance again
so i should try again
and dont give up :)

Miss my BABYBOY
tonite i working NITE
and BABYBOY going to book out @ 8 plus!!
unable to see BABYBOY :(
so sad!!!
@#$%$&^#$

Always cant wait FRI to meet BABYBOY
now FRI still cnt see HIM :(

Wish i able to escape that evil working place
I cant take it anymore :s

missmybabyboy
babyboy i need u <3>

=Janice signing off=

2010-07-28T15:34:00.004+08:00

Had been a long time
never upate my blog

Had been busy spending time with LOVE
and also busy about his LEG

Lets the photos do the talking!!!!

=Janice signing off =

2010-07-12T23:38:00.000+08:00

Parachute Lyrics

I don't tell anyone about the way you hold my hand
I don't tell anyone about the things that we have planned
I won't tell anybody
Won't tell anybody
They want to push me down
They want to see you fall

Won't tell anybody how you turn my world around
I won't tell anyone how your voice is my favourite sound
Won't tell anybody
Won't tell anybody
They want to see us fall
They want to see us fall

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

Don't believe the things you tell yourself so late night and
You are your own worst enemy
You'll never win the fight
Just hold onto me
I'll hold onto you
It's you and me up against the world
It's you and me

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I'll fall into you

I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I'll fall into you

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

* For u my baby and to my GF *

2010-07-12T23:31:00.002+08:00

Title: NEED YOU NOW

Picture perfect memories,
Scattered all around the floor.
Reaching for the phone cause, I can't fight it any more.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
Said I wouldn't call  but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Another shot of whiskey, can't stop looking at the door.
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk,
And I need you now.
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Yes I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all.
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.
I just need you now.
Oh baby I need you now.

* For u my LOVE
this song is the one motivate me to be there for u
and also to be there for u
and this song also show out my love to u *

=Janice signing out =

2010-07-07T00:30:00.002+08:00

Finding out some unhappy stuff

I HATE MYSELF of being so super soft hearted
I just cnt bear to hurt people
but end up i got hurt!!

Letting HIM go her bday celebration
Letting HIM take a photo with her
Letting her to attend HIS bday celebration
Letting them have their talks

end up what i get?? get hurts get tears get pain get scolding

Recently i found out that someone msg someone
and
the reply from the other party was nt a great and nice to see

" Her : I havnt exactly slept much but u made my day! thank u lovely."
what the hell man!!! lovely?? made my day??
the next msg from her again

" Her :silly you! its nvr abt the material gifts!and well if i can b a little greedier, i would LOVE to receive a letter from U.to b honest,its my favourite gift. so am i allowed to b greedier??"
what the FUCK? LOVE to receive letter from U??? Favourite Gift??
this makes me more heart pain and heartache
i just cnt breath at all
tears just coming out soon

so i went to toilet to do my crying!!!!

Find out from HIM
and he apologise.
but then he still insist of writing to HER

WTF? i start feeling am i wrong right from the start? giving them chance to meet and talk again? giving them chance to making up?

i keep blame myself i dont,i really dont know what should i do??
I really dont wish HIM to write letter to her
come on that was the past
when SHE was special to u
now is like SHE is NO LONGER that stage already!!!
UNLESS SHE STILL IS....

I start thinking am i the REPLACEMENT of HER???
is SHE still in HIS HEART??
WHO AM I TO HIM??
i keep thinking this..
i m really in a great pain...

* you know how i feels??
you know
this is not the first chance i give u again*

ishurttome
anduarentfeeliingit

=Janice signing off =

2010-06-28T23:17:00.002+08:00

WHEN YOU TELL ME THAT YOU LOVE ME

I wanna call the stars
Down from the sky
I wanna live a day
That never dies
I wanna change the world
Only for you
All the impossible
I wanna do

I wanna hold you close
Under the rain
I wanna kiss your smile
And feel the pain
I know what's beautiful
Looking at you
In a world of lies
You are the truth

And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
I'll make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
I'm shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

I wanna make you see
Just what I was
Show you the loneliness
And what it does
You walked into my life
To stop my tears
Everything's easy now
I have you here

And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
I'll make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
I'm shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

In a world without you
I would always hunger
All I need is your love to make me stronger

And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
I'll make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
I'm shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

You love me
When you tell me that you love me

* baby this song for you,to let u knw that I will always be urs

and i will not leave u in no matter what,

even if i m soft hearted,and i always give in,but there is one thing,

if my ex wants me back,he beg me or what,

i will not want him or even go back to him

please baby,i m so deeply in love with u that i cnt bear to leave u*

=Janice signing off=

2010-06-28T22:26:00.016+08:00

The cake that i made for HIM

The begger monkey

Our babys

Our babys take skyride with us

BABY'S BDAY

I done 21 surprises for BOYFRIEND

and he is so super touch
and he really got surprise of it

Lets the photo do the talking

* baby no matter what,i will always stand by ur side and support u, u knw u means alot to me and hopefully even u emotional stress or mental stress i hope i will be the one there for u,hope u will share everything with me and not hiding from me baby i love u *

= Janice signing off=

2010-06-18T12:41:00.002+08:00

MY BABY IS COMING BACK
whooooo...

waited for so long finally he is back
miss him damn much

Damn much that i have the feeling of jumping on him
and kiss him :)

BABY I MISS U DAMN MUCH

=Janice signing off=

2010-06-08T18:45:00.002+08:00

I MISS MY BOYFRIEND
I miss BOYFRIEND very much
tday is BOYFRIEND IPPT

Was really shock that he called me
in the morning 9am
and he break the news to me
that he FAIL

I was quite sad for him
but i have to be understanding
coz of his old injury leg

I beileve BOYFRIEND had really try his best to
finish the ran
but coz of his old injury coz him problem

but is okie
health is much more important then the test
so i dont mind
i just want him to stay healthy thats all i want

so is alright is he fail

* Baby is alright u fail coz no matter ur health is much more important to me baby jiayou baby is okie i beileve u try ur best nvrmind.. love u my baby *
=Janice signing off=

2010-06-06T14:29:00.003+08:00

This few days
BOYFRIEND had always call me
but after a talk
BOYFRIEND will start crying
and he also make me cry

After that day i send BOYFRIEND off
I had hold on my tears till
the first day he called me

I no longer can hold my tears
i cry the whole nite

and every call that he call me
i will treasure the time
talking non stop with him

Our first time we talk non stop till is time to put down
and till his Lights out

I really miss BOYFRIEND very much
I cnt wait 18 June..

But no matter what both of us will stay strong
and this is a test for us

=Janice signing off=

2010-06-03T22:20:00.002+08:00

Today is sending BOYFRIEND to pulau tekong
BOYFRIEND is going in for national service

Finally the day had came
the day that i dont wish to come

The last nite that i spend with him is like full of talking and tears

BOYFRIEND even sing the last time for me
he knows i love him singing to me when i m about to sleep
so he actually sing for me

But that nite i didnt sleep
BUT...crying non stop
coz i know BOYFRIEND is leaving me coz of national service
and he is leaving me damn freaking TWO WEEKS

Never see him one day
i already feel not great
now TWO WEEKS...
i dont know can i do that

BOYFRIEND's family and me
send him today

BOYFRIEND cry
while we on the way walking off to have our meals
this is my first time i ever see him CRY
i try very hard not to cry
i hold it strong
i tell myself not to cry

BOYFRIEND's mum cry too
after seeing his son cry
and soon his sister almost cry too
but i hold on to it
coz i dont want to let him see me in tears
and he will cry more

Soon is time to say bye to BOYFRIEND
seeing him
wave to him
my tears alomost coming out
but i hold on to it
i stay on strong

Now the only thing i can do is
make my time busy
and wait for him to come out

* baby i miss u,miss u so much,miss ur hand ,miss ur hug,miss ur kiss
miss ur smell,miss ur arm,miss ur voice
miss ur singing to me
miss sleeping beside u
baby i just miss u damn freaking much
u mean so much to me
that now every single second and minute
i keep think of u
baby I LOVE U *

=Janice signing off=

2010-06-03T22:09:00.007+08:00

BOYFRIEND'S 21st BDAY

The chalet that i had plan
had went well
whoooo...
i m super happy

BOYFRIEND is damn happy and he enjoys alot
seeing him smile non-stop

Although there is some unhappiness thing happen
but over all we still enjoys

Let the picture do the talking

=Janice signing off=

2010-05-20T09:03:00.016+08:00

150510

Had been busy on plans
and plans go on smoothly

Had plan to go UNIVERSAL STUDIO
and we did go

Is so super fun and great
enjoy with BOYFRIEND

wet,hot,cooling,scary,exciting,joy,
laugher,crazy,shock
everything in one

The most cool part is everyone wear pink tops
and the group of us just so outstanding

and the next plan coming out is BOYFRIEND chalet
things go quite well
hope everything really when smoothly
and also
BOYFRIEND soon going in NS
and my life is like going to be different
thing are going to be quite hard
as many people had warn me
and i beileve me and BOYFRIEND
can go this hard ship together
will not talk much
let the picture do the talking now

= Janice signing off=

2010-05-11T20:17:00.002+08:00

Is like a few more days
my BOYFRIEND is going in NS

I had been freaking busy this few days and weeks
all becoz of my BOYFRIEND
i try my very best to spend all my time to him
to let him happy and to also treasure each other

Some stuff that my BOYFRIEND done to me is super sweet

I have some words to tell MY BOYFRIEND

To BOYFRIEND:

BABY..i knw u are always very heart pain seeing me tears down my cheek
but is alright baby
that shows u are how important to me
and is worth it
i dont lay my tears to anyone
and i dont waste my tears on rubbish people
but i willing to lay my tears for u,JUST FOR U
There is one thing i need to tell u
i will go through with u this tough and hard way
i will not stay strong till u ORD
i will stay super strong
Till we stay old and have our own family if is possible

I will stay understanding if u have NO TIME for me
I will stay relax and cool,if u loose temper on me
i will stay strong if u always scold me
but u must knw DONT GO OVERBOARD
even no matter how strong I m
i have FEELINGS
i have LOVE
i have HEART

BABY dont worie i will not do anything behind ur back
as i know u doesnt like it at all
like clubbing
dont worie i will not go without u my BABY
i will not go any where that u dont like at all

BABY no matter what
U MUST ALWAYS REMEMBER THIS

I M WAITING FOR U OUTSIDE
AND I M THERE FOR U NO MATTER WHAT
AND I WILL BE BY UR SIDE FOREVER AND EVER

this is a test for us BABY
so no matter what
we can do it want..

DONT FORGET
we make a promise that in future we want to open a pastries shop together
REMEMBER???

BABY I LOVE U

=Janice signing off =

2010-05-02T21:38:00.002+08:00

Having wonderful time with BOYFRIEND
treasure every single time we have for now
Every single minutes and second we just want to have each other
we just so love each other

The month of MAY is here
and I m busy of

Planning the charlet for BOYFRIEND
Planning for our up coming 6th month anniversary
and counting down for BOYFRIEND NS day

Month of MAY is soo super busy
hope everything when smoothly

LOVEumydearBOYFRIEND
treasure everysingletimewithunow

=Janice signing off=

2010-04-27T02:44:00.003+08:00

Had been feeling not really great recently
plan that i had make for like 5 months plus is going to spoil
and i have to prepared myself for the worse

As in my BOYFRIEND is going in NS in 38 days times
and is like freaking soon
and i had many plans and many things have been plan for him
and now...

all plans is gone..

and i have to prepare myself for not meeting him frequently
and not msging him frequently

worse is
prepare myself doing things without him around
and taking care myself

is kind of like freaking sad...
my plan for him is like gone
freaking gone
i m in lost now actually
i dont know how my plan is going to work now

I really wish my plan can still be successful
before he going NS

Now the MOST IMPORTANT thing is
treasure the time i have with my BOYFRIEND
and give him the BEST memory before he going in NS
this is my aims now..

P.S: the girl who started to grow up
and wanted to show her love to her BOYFRIEND
and want to tell her BOYFRIEND
he is the best for her
and he is the one and only for her

=Janice signing off=

2010-04-22T20:37:00.002+08:00

Wanted to always had a time with BOYFRIEND
and i had
loving him more and more
Next month i am freaking busy
busy making plans for....shhhh
okiee..so
here to apologise to my GFz
i will be like quite busy
unable to go out with u guys
but i try
so hope thing went smoothly
*crossing my finger*

2010-04-18T12:45:00.005+08:00

The crazy people who had their dances on the street

The formal of us

The guy who wanted to have two ladies by himself

Who wanted a kiss from them too
*eeeeee*

The not happy looking of us

Always want to pick a fight with me

The nites out we had
the chill out that we had
@ Holland village

when the chill out session
and fun that happen <3>

2010-04-18T11:57:00.003+08:00

Doing some facial cream

The longest ticket we ever bought it

Come on , take a shoot , while waiting for GREEN light

SHOOT 1

SHOOT 2

The lady with two brothers
wei quan and wei'an

Had been spending time with BOYFRIEND
and we even kinda celebrate our 5 months anniversary

BOYFRIEND cook burger for me on our anniversary
that was the first time <3 style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">BOYFRIEND's bro bday
so we had a day outing till NITE
and is full of laugher day

BOYFRIEND family is super big like minee
but the are so super on
and they always had many gatherings

as minee
my family is super big
but big doesnt mean good
conflict,quarrelling,jealousy and hate are always in it
i just miss those days when my grandma are around
none of his will happen,
and there will always had a sunday gathering
sighh..but this days is not going to happen again

Lets back to the topic again
we went to catch a movie
*that make me sleep almost half the show*
then after that we had our dinner
there comes those laugher and funny talks
at that table
where so sudden MONKEY,and those ah beng names are out
we start to name each other ah beng names (laughing)

I had many fun with BOYFRIEND familys
thanks to them
*ah bee jiejie*
*lester korkor*
*wei'an korkor*
*yingying*
*alvin korkor*
*mingsen korkor*

BOYFRIEND
happy5monthanniversary
loveuasalways

2010-04-08T16:22:00.004+08:00

The chill up session
for both of us @ starbucks
knowing what we going thru
and by explaining and giving reason is not enough
by telling thru eyes and eyes
is more meaningful and worth it

We always want to have each other foot print
so now we have it
by wearing the same shoes
and the same colour

2010-04-08T16:10:00.003+08:00

Boring..nothing to do at the chill up place

The next outing we ever had

After watching ''BREAKOUT''

The cute side of us

He cook for me

PICTURE OF TIME WITH MY BOYFRENZ

The never stop ending of us
the happening time we had
they happy time we had

BOYFRIENDloveusomuch
thanksforbeenthereforme
eventhoughwhatisgoingon
evenihadproblemswithmyBESTFRIEND
uarestillthereforme

=Janice signing off=

2010-03-28T16:17:00.002+08:00

Is been quite a while,i have not feel this feeling already...
Feeling of loss and feeling the feeling that fading.

I never like to find out some stuff that is not really great to know and to find out urself
and is specially from and about ur precious love.

After finding out urself, and u question ur love
''why'' and ''who'' ,''why u guys msg'' and more...
and ur love say
''why??why cnt..friends what..'' ''why cnt i make friends??''

I m understanding,but not the mean that i m so freaking understanding
that even msg behind me and i find out myself is also acceptable.
and ur answering of it is like nothing is wrong at all..

i just can keep quiet and swallow the tears to myself.

After afew days,knowing ur love one continue msging the person, u just have to close one eye ,
but...is like so frequent...

and even u are on the line with ur love one chatting ,keeping hearing
the phone ringing ''msg tone'',
how u feel...
and when u ask , ur love say ''yes..y??"
how u feel....(tears rolling down)

ur love told u before he hate messaging,
but he can msg other people in so friendly and happy way ,and msg non-stop.
how do u feel...

i can be understanding of anything,
but tell me in this wayhow can i be understanding???
a MISUNDERSTANDING will have..

i just dont know whta to say and how to do...
i just can keep thetears to myself and hide my tears,
cause no matter what to the person my tears isnt precious for him.

I m afraid my love for him will fade away.

P.S: Hw could it be,my love for u is just super strong,it can be fade abit but no all

loving so much
words hurts me

=Janice signing off=

2010-03-18T19:59:00.002+08:00

lately had been always spending time with Boyfriend
had been always companying HIM
as he had been going thru many things as me

and my dear Boyfriend is like quite busy working
but he still have time for me *smiling*

and lately both of us forget the monthly anniversary of us
the next day i actually recall it
and ask Boyfriend
he also forget about it
both of us laugh
cause we understand both of us are going thru many things
so is called ''excuse of it''
*laughing*

Boyfriend fail two topic of his exams
and now he had to wait for his repeated exams paper
hope this time he can get thru
as me
i just have to stay by him and make sure this time he study
and pass with no reason of fail this time

Knowing my Boyfriend giving me many freedoms
so i m trying not to break and waste that freedom i have
soo i went clubbing
with my dear FRENZ
had quite lots of fun
and evenually let out all my trouble and stressful thought.
feeling much better now
hope things will turn great *smiling*

Boyfriend
loveuinnoway
standingallthewayican
tryingtogiveumysupport
thatallican
loveuhoney

=Janice signing off=

2010-03-15T02:36:00.002+08:00

Is long that i didnt really update
been busy working
come on my annual leave is around
had many freaking thinking around me
lets not talk more about
when i feel much better then i will bring it up

Not really know what going my mind
i had a talk with LOVELOVE cuzz
and had a real hard feeling of it
HIS CUZ say
we may had hard time been together
as HIM (lovelove) had been not treating u the right way.
i just keep quiet
i just dont know what to answer
and i had a hard feeling in it
i does not want to bring it up
just keep quiet
maybe keeping quiet is the best way

=Janice signing off=

2010-03-06T05:33:00.004+08:00

Being spending time watching old romantic movies, just finish watching " a walk to remember "
Is a super nice show,the phrases in the movie is so meaningful too..
seeing those phrases in this show let me remember of someone..
Someone who told me about this phrases before..
Is like super long have not heard from this person..

Had this wondering,why love must have jealous in it??
Being jealous is not a good feeling,cause when u are jealous, ur anger and saddness will appear too..
Had an jealousy,and is tired of it already,cause no matter how jealousy am i no one will see it,and no one will even know how it feels..

2010-02-28T16:20:00.003+08:00

Had not been updating for quite a long time
cause after my long leave of chinese new year
back to my busy working day..

"Luck" had not been always with me
is a very unlucky day for those few days
had been always bump into chairs and table
and it causes " blue black" on my leg
is super painful laahh..

WORSE thing is
went to wow wow wet
with babyboy,fad,Jas,and her friends
was in a fun
everyone able to go down the slide
only me cant
end up I fell down and landed on my head
is like super pain laahh..

now the WORSEST thing is
me and my babyboy met an motor accident
and both of us injured
is like so unlucky laaa
and i took three days of MC
cause i had hair line fracture @ my leg
and cant really walk that well
more worse super swelling and is pain when u just touch it
and all this happen during new year season

Make up my mind
decide maybe me and babyboy is not in a luck this year
so bring babyboy to pray

things chance better and
hopefully can escape all the unlucky things happen to us

HOPEFULL...

Babyboy
dont worie about me
after the incident
is just i had a shock
and is my first time somemore
baby..dont worie
and things going to be better k
baby love u

= Janice signing off =

2010-02-17T17:30:00.002+08:00

TIME WITH MY WORKING PALS

2010-02-17T17:21:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR HAPPY VALENTINE DAY

Is a year that two happen in one
is a happy chinese new year and also a valentine day

My babby actually celebrate with me valentine day quite early
he bought me flowers
that make me super shock and happy
is super shock

This year CNY
when well
as i didnt celebrate
but i spend alot of time with my babby
we went to watch many movie
and enjoy my time with him

just love my babby sooo much

BABBY love u very much

=Janice signing off=

2010-02-11T18:18:00.002+08:00

Having NITE shift this few days
super tired
as CNY coming
I m like super tired and busy
feel so sorry for my GF that i cnt really company her this few weeks

Ysterday was like so super busy
6 admittion come almost together
WAT THE FCUK
is like so super busy laa
but we got 7 staff
so things done quite fast
two more NITES to go
hope tnite is a peaceful NITE
plssss...

babbyyy I LOVE U
thanks for the sweet call

= Janice signing off=

2010-02-11T18:11:00.002+08:00

This song is to my GF

= I Dont wanna fight =
'' Westlife ''

I cant sleep
everything i ever knew
is a lie, without you

I cant breathe
When my heart is broke in two
Theres no beat
Without you

Youre not gone, but youre not here
Is that the way it seems tonight
Cause we can try to end these wars
I know that we can make it right
Cause baby

I dont wanna fight no more
I forgot what we were fighting for
And as lonely as its in my heart
Wont let me be apart from you

I dont wanna have to try
Girl to live without you in my life
So, im hoping we can start tonight
Cause i dont wanna fight, no more

How can I live
When everything that I adore
And everything Im living for
Girl its in you

I cant dream
Sleepless nights have got me by
The only dream Ive ever had
Is being with you

I know that we can make it right
Its gonna take a little time
Lets not leave ourselves with no way out
Lets not cross that line
(that line)

I dont wanna fight no more
I forgot what we were fighting for
And as lonely as its in my heart
Wont let me be apart from you

I dont wanna have to try
Girl to live without you in my life
So, im hoping we can start tonight
Cause i dont wanna fight, no more

I made a bet, i made a vow
That i will never let you go
I mean it then, i mean it now
And i wanna tell you so

I dont wanna fight no more (oh no)
I forgot what we were fighting for
And as lonely as its in my heart
Wont let me be apart from you

I dont wanna have to try
Girl to live without you in my life
So, im hoping we can start tonight (can we start)
Cause i dont wanna fight, no more

I dont wanna fight no more
I forgot what we were fighting for
And as lonely as its in my heart
Wont let me be apart from you

I dont wanna have to try
Girl to live without you in my life
So, im hoping we can start tonight
Cause i dont wanna fight, no more

Its a lie, without you, without you

to you my GF
words that you always feel this way rite??

2010-02-09T20:17:00.002+08:00

Recent had been super busy
as CHINESE NEW YEAR
is around..
VALENTINE DAY coming too
wondering how is going to be like??
with MY BABYBOY
I m working NITE tomlo
hope everything is great

=Janice signing off=

2010-02-05T20:50:00.001+08:00

2010-02-05T18:38:00.005+08:00

PICTURES OF US

2010-02-05T17:37:00.002+08:00

2010-02-05T17:26:00.003+08:00

Recently have been spending time with LOVE and his SISTER
went to catch some nice movie together
"MY EX","LEGION","TOOTHFAIRY"...
Been busy on working too
and chilling with my GF
CNY is coming soon
as me not celebrating this year,feel so super no mood for CNY
but VALENTINE DAY is coming too
is like going to be my super first VALENTINE celebration with MY BABYBOY
making some plan for HIM
is going to be a super great want..
and is a super ONLY ONE
Hope things when smoothly xxx

p.s LOVE my babyboy

=Janice signing off=

2010-01-14T17:45:00.005+08:00

Has been long time never update..
been busy in whats going on..
hmm...let me start from my bday

My bday started with a great want
surprise was given by MY LOVE

Start @ 6 Jan
was in clubbing with some cool frenz
having great fun
dancing and drinking in a super wild suitation
never had a super crazy NITE before

Having the first greeting through my ears by MY LOVE
and then comes to rest of my cool frenz

Went back around 4 plus in the morning
next I know plans of surprise is like still going on

Have to wake up @ 9 plus
as MY LOVE have to go school

After that around 12 plus
LOVE pick me upp by his car
and he drive me off
as me had been keep asking him ''Where are we going??''
and his answer '' to my school ''
and in my mind was like ''in his school?? for what?? ''

Answer was
LOVE bought me to his school cafe
he use to study @ that cafe
and learn all his cook @ that cafe
it was a great cafe
it looks super damn classic
and super damn nice environment

Find out
that he actually reserved a table for us already
* Gosshh is like super touch knowing it *
the cafe was like NO ONE at all
only both of us
and the most scary part was
all those who serve us are LOVE frenz
and is like so paisehh..
people looking @ me
in a kind of like funny way

The whole day was with MY LOVE
he drive me to everywhere
and we create a memory of every single part of places
we went

@ around 7 plus
we went to meet JAS
and there the suprise again
was blind folded with JAS BF
JAS BF Bday was happen same as me too
both of us was like blind folded to a super dark place
and was blind folded and walk to a super long dark road
and finally we stop at a super dark field
and is a suprise
we sit @ the place till almost 9 plus

MY LOVE was like keep saying ''hmm..we need to rush home ''
i was like why is LOVE like so rushing...

On the way back..
I m waiting for HER msg
but NO MSG
even the starting of my BDAY
is going to end my BDAY
but still NO MSG

Reach LOVE home
was totally darkness again
so i assume that LOVE family still not home
entering LOVE room
i was in a total shock
in front of me was a cake
and LOVE sisters and brothers

Finally ending of my bday
was a cake with LOVE FAMILY

From the starting till the ending was a great BDAY for me

But just missing something
that i wanted
and i wished
was HER
i wish she will celebrate with me
wished to recieve her msg
BUT NO
NONE OF THE MSG
or even a GIFT from her
NO SOUND from HER

After a few minutes
she did msg me
in a short msg
that make me soo sad that my tears just came off

Knowing me that i m crying
MY LOVE actually lie to me
he knows that SHE actually have a gift for me
and also
she did it purposely
MY LOVE give me the gift that SHE wanted to give me
and my tears roll down more
but seeing the gift that she make for me
really touch me
I LOVE HER...

and end up my BDAY just ended nicely

Thanks to: MY LOVE

He done many things for me :)

2010-01-05T19:01:00.002+08:00

My day is coming
HOPE is not going to be like last year
A SLIENT BDAE
HOPE this year is going to be a great BDAE

wondering is she going to celebrate for me??
wondering does she remember??
wondering does she still miss me??
wondering why she never msg me??
wondering is she lost??
wondering are we still BESTIE??

DONT KNOW is my bdae going to be a HAPPENING want??

=Janice signing off=

2010-01-05T18:55:00.002+08:00

Been soo long never update my blog
recent outing was...
countdown
having a great countdown with MY LOVE,GFz
went many places
had a great NITE till morning
that day was a great end of year
love that day <3

=Janice signing off=

2009-12-25T02:25:00.004+08:00

Gift that i had from HIM

GIFT that I given to HIM-Ahh GIRL

XMAS
MERRY XMAS

Had a celebration with my LOVE and his family
had a gift to my LOVE
and he give me too

Hope he likes Ahh GIRL
and take care of her for me

when to watch AVATAR
is two thumb up
is SUPER NICE MOVIE

tats it for today...

=Janice signing off=

2009-12-20T17:13:00.002+08:00

Title: The Way I Loved You
*a song to him*

And all my single friends are jealous
He says everything I need to hear and it's like
I couldn't ask for anything better

He opens up my door and I get into his car
And he says, you look beautiful tonight
And I feel perfectly fine

But I've been screamin' and fightin'
And kissin' in the rain
And it's two a.m. and I'm cursin' your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you

Breakin' down and comin' undone
It's a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

He respects my space and never makes me wait
And he calls exactly when he says he will
He's close to my mother
Talks business with my father
He's charming and endearing, and I'm comfortable

But I've been screamin' and fightin'
And kissin' in the rain
And it's two a.m. and I'm cursin' your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you

Breakin' down and comin' undone
It's a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

He can't see the smile I'm fakin'
And my heart's not breakin'
'Cause I'm not feelin' anything at all

And you were wild and crazy
Just so frustrating, intoxicating, complicated
Got away by some mistake and now

I'll be screamin' and fightin'
And kissin' in the rain
It's two a.m. and I'm cursin' your name
I'm so in love that I acted insane
And that's the way I loved you

Breakin' down and comin' undone
It's a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

And that's the way I loved you
I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

=Janice signing off=